hypomania here i come

2012-01-19T13:24:00.000-08:00

I was really crossing my fingers to score some ADHD medicine when i went to my first ever doctors appointment at the mental health clinic. i know i should have gone a long time ago,, thats what your thinking, i know, but i didnt.

after being grilled about my every thought and my whole life...there is just no way i have ADHD. whatttt i said are you sure?....

The doctor looked at me with a huge inappropriate grin

"You have hypomania...its a good thing..a lot of famous artists have this"

WTF arggggg

i just want some focus pills,,geezzz,

look doctor cant you just say that i have adhd and give me some speed pills?

.. She tried to explain that hypomania is the coolest crazy to have...and plus it means you are highly intelligent

right.. whatever lady..i know you are trying to make me feel better after you are basically calling me crazy and writing me a prescription for a anti-psycotic!!

so i look it up on this internet thing and this is what it says:

Hypomania is a state of mind, mood and behavior that may express itself as unusual gaiety, excitement, flamboyance or irritability. In addition, hypomania is accompanied by such behaviors as restlessness, talking nonstop, feeling fresh on only a few hours of sleep, furious focus on a single activity or being much too easily distracted, and/or a variety of other symptoms. The diagnostic criteria for a hypomanic episode are quite specific, but the way the symptoms appear can vary widely from one person to another

LOOK, im sorry all you official doctors who label shit like this..but im afraid this type of crazy is awesome,, and you are trying to numb the cool people so they stay in line at the supermarket and abide by rules and get married and have babies and eat fucking cerreal for breakfast.

yeah so what.........

its true i dont need sleep sometimes for days and stay up and make cool shit and im impulsive and i fall in love too easy and follow my heart all the time....and wind up in all kindoff silly situations

and yes i am excited allot. and yes yes yes i appear to be high all the time..an im not on drugs...but thats how i am without drugs!

and this is something that apparently i should take drugs for!!!

hello i am fucking alive

shouldnt i get excited!! and dance allot!!

no i should take drugs and focus at one thing at a time and behave

ok, maybe i should go out and get these drugs and just see what they do

just for fun

undecided

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For the homies and homegirls in the upcoming show "golden eyes" Dec 12th at the rec center
heres a link to the last show i did :
http://www.smugmug.com/gallery/6258375_eCvxo/1/395166857_uhuzS#395166857_uhuzS

that is long.
but it works
if you type all of that into another tab
focus

sniff you latter dude